Thursday, February 16, 2012
Last blogged @ 6:56 PM

That guy, who left me tearing away.
You used to be someone important to me, and it hurts to see us being strangers now.
It hurts when you treat as everything was nothing.
To be honest, you're still deep inside my heart.
I just couldn't forget the memories we've had.
Times when i can't fall asleep, you'd pat me to sleep, you'd do lots of effort just to make me fall asleep, such as singing lullaby, patting me to sleep, talk to me until i'm tired.
I remember you teaching me how to memorise social studies.
Whenever i open my social studies' notes, it reminds me of you.
Remember times when we lie on the bed to study and talk for the whole day.
Remember when you tried tying my hair but you failed and we laughed so hard.
Remember times when we take photos, and we tried to make different funny faces.
Remember sometimes when you would randomly pat my head?
Remember times when my hair is still so wet, and u tried combing my hair for me?
Remember when i'm tired of walking, you would piggy back me all the way home?
Remember everytime when we quarrel, you'd always pull me back and hug me tightly as you can, because you're so afraid of losing me.
Remember when i was so disappointed and i ran out of your house and you chase after me without wearing slippers or anything.
You held my hands so tightly because you didn't want me to leave feeling so upset.
Remember the times when you would always give in to me, just to make me happy, so what happened?
Remember the first time you cried, just for love. The first guy ever cried infront of me.
I stunned and gave u a long hug, just to ensure that you're alright.
I just couldn't forget all this.
Then suddenly, both of us at the tolerant stage where we started finding faults with one another, and everything just start falling apart.
You didn't chase me like you did anymore, you let me go when i wanted to leave.
Then, suddenly it hits me that i'm not that important to you anymore.
I don't expect us to be back together, but i wouldn't want to stay as strangers, i want to go back to those times when we haven't started dating.
When we can talk for the whole day, just like any other best friends.
I hate how our friendship just gone like that.
I miss everything, from the bottom of my heart.
With love,
Elaina.

Monday, February 13, 2012
Last blogged @ 6:22 PM

Spent my weekends unproductive.
Went out with tristan on saturday and shopped.
Went out on sunday with shirley to shop as well, but wasn't happy with my shopping i guess.
I can't find my gold calculator watch anywhere. SIGH.
Anyway, valentine's day is tomorrow..............
I guess i'm spending it in school and with my dancemates.
No plans for me tomorrow, great.
Anyway, days have been really dull for me, and idk why am i so upset about my life.
Not upset but, i can never be contented with my life.
Life is that sucky.

Wednesday, February 8, 2012
Last blogged @ 5:32 PM

I SERIOUSLY NEED A BREAK FROM MY STUDIES.
Oh dear, can someone teach me how to concentrate on my studies.
I don't know what happen to my body these two days, i couldn't stay awake AT ALL.
Not a bit, even in my favourite classes, i got the tendency to fall asleep, WHY.
And i've been obsessed with watches nowadays, keep buying different watches.
I want my calculator watch :( but it's out of stock.
Argh, i think i'm gna find it somewhere else.
Today is a great day, so i'm kindda glad.

Monday, February 6, 2012
Last blogged @ 6:32 PM

A post filled with lots of pictures!
Anyway, school was fine today, love mondays ^^ ( although it's a long day )
And mafias came over to my house today to bainian since it's the last day of cny.
HOW'RE YOU GUYS GNA SPEND VALENTINE'S?
i'm gna spend it in dance studio, most probably, yup.
And, tomorrow's the 07th, happy 2nd month babyboy! <3
Thanks for two months' of happiness.
Thanks for the time and love you've given me for the past 2months. Love you.
8 more months to O levels, i gotta buck up soon, cause i don't wanna retain.
And, i love my class, 4E3.
Spent so much time decorating the whole class!
Oh, and we took some of the pictures during class, cause it was kind of a free period i guess?
HAH.
Gotta go study my ss now, test tomorrow!
Ciaos.

Thursday, February 2, 2012
Last blogged @ 9:11 PM

Deleted my previous post.
Gna take proper pictures tomorrow when i meet my xg, @geraldinectkq!
Didn't rly had a chance to take proper pictures 'cus i didn't rly go anywhere these few days.
Just hope that everyday is a happy day for me. O'well~
I'm coping alright with my school works, but i failed my biology test and i think i'm gna fail my geog test. But on the bright side, i got almost full marks and full marks for both my poa tests and passed my maths test!
Have to do my CS homework later on.
I've got SS, CHEM, CS, MATHS TESTS coming up, so yea...
maths and cs up by tomorrow, gahhhhhhh.
Can i not study? :(
And, I GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT DURING THE HOLIDAYS. sigh*
But, my dance instructor thought i was the lightest among the dancers, ALTHOUGH i'm not.
And my mum's friend said that i grew skinnier?
Sigh, i gained weight, what are you guys talking about.
I gained around 2kg. *spam sad face.
Whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr, i'm just gna continue with my healthy diet.
Anyway, 5 more days to our 2nd month, love you.
Bye off to do my cs ''test'' !
OHH, AND I LOVE THURSDAYS. BYE.