Love is like smoke that makes up fumes of sigh.

BREAK.

2012-02-08T17:32:00.002+08:00

I SERIOUSLY NEED A BREAK FROM MY STUDIES.
Oh dear, can someone teach me how to concentrate on my studies.
I don't know what happen to my body these two days, i couldn't stay awake AT ALL.
Not a bit, even in my favourite classes, i got the tendency to fall asleep, WHY.
And i've been obsessed with watches nowadays, keep buying different watches.
I want my calculator watch :( but it's out of stock.
Argh, i think i'm gna find it somewhere else.
Today is a great day, so i'm kindda glad.

It's a fun, funny, funniest monday.

2012-02-06T18:32:00.012+08:00

A post filled with lots of pictures!
Anyway, school was fine today, love mondays ^^ ( although it's a long day )
And mafias came over to my house today to bainian since it's the last day of cny.
HOW'RE YOU GUYS GNA SPEND VALENTINE'S?
i'm gna spend it in dance studio, most probably, yup.
And, tomorrow's the 07th, happy 2nd month babyboy! <3
Thanks for two months' of happiness.
Thanks for the time and love you've given me for the past 2months. Love you.
8 more months to O levels, i gotta buck up soon, cause i don't wanna retain.
And, i love my class, 4E3.
Spent so much time decorating the whole class!
Oh, and we took some of the pictures during class, cause it was kind of a free period i guess?
HAH.
Gotta go study my ss now, test tomorrow!
Ciaos.

Happy thursday.

2012-02-02T21:11:00.003+08:00

Deleted my previous post.
Gna take proper pictures tomorrow when i meet my xg, @geraldinectkq!
Didn't rly had a chance to take proper pictures 'cus i didn't rly go anywhere these few days.
Just hope that everyday is a happy day for me. O'well~
I'm coping alright with my school works, but i failed my biology test and i think i'm gna fail my geog test. But on the bright side, i got almost full marks and full marks for both my poa tests and passed my maths test!
Have to do my CS homework later on.
I've got SS, CHEM, CS, MATHS TESTS coming up, so yea...
maths and cs up by tomorrow, gahhhhhhh.
Can i not study? :(
And, I GAINED SO MUCH WEIGHT DURING THE HOLIDAYS. sigh*
But, my dance instructor thought i was the lightest among the dancers, ALTHOUGH i'm not.
And my mum's friend said that i grew skinnier?
Sigh, i gained weight, what are you guys talking about.
I gained around 2kg. *spam sad face.
Whateverrrrrrrrrrrrr, i'm just gna continue with my healthy diet.
Anyway, 5 more days to our 2nd month, love you.
Bye off to do my cs ''test'' !
OHH, AND I LOVE THURSDAYS. BYE.

Lovely Friday.

2012-01-27T19:14:00.016+08:00

Btw, go to this link for our awesome gif. done by SEH RUH FEE NA.
http://waterfudge.tumblr.com/post/16574633048
What a lovely friday!
Had so much fun with the 3 girls and 1 guy!
What a great day to start off my weekends!
Gna head over to my baby's house tmrw for CNY celebration!!
So eggcited, and hopefully get to shop on sunday again!
Bought 4 tops today, sucha happy girl now.
Anyway, spammed photos, enjoy! :)

Chinese new year Day 2.

2012-01-24T15:45:00.006+08:00

Heading out in a while to grandma's house.
Life's been so mundane.............
Tomorrow school starts again and i'm back to studying mode.
Do you realise that both of us changed?
I want the old us...................

Chinese new year's eve.

2012-01-22T16:44:00.005+08:00

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR'S EVE.
It's new year's eve!!!
Ahhhh all the angpaos come to me ^_^
Can't wait to get angbaos!!!!!!
Gna head out in a while!
Anyway, went out with shannen today and she came over.
Been so long since i've last saw her!
Love her so much :)

CNY Shopping.

2012-01-21T21:19:00.003+08:00

Preparing to go to bed soon.
Had a really tiring day today, shopped for the whole day.
Sometimes, i think life is fooling me way too much.
I'm always regretting my decisions.
Hopefully not this one, not gna go through another heartbreak again.
Cause it hurts way too much.
Goodnight.

Feelings unknown.

2012-01-18T19:15:00.004+08:00

Performed at ulu pandan cc last saturday.
Something happened when i was dancing but oh well, it's over.
Today... kindda suck.
Sometimes, i wish i can understand myself better.
Tuition in a while.Dance ~

My dear boy bought me this nice smelling thingy just to cheer me up.

Argh, what more can i say about school?

Procrasinating doesn't help but i can't help but procrasinate every single day.

Can't wait for Friday, finally a long weekend at least.

Chinese new year is coming and i did my cny shopping!

So excited to wear them for cny. ^^

First day of school.

2012-01-11T21:56:00.006+08:00

I've been concentrating my time on dance and my studies 'cus it's o levels year for me.
And i had to prepare for CCA orientation which was over, and
now the upcoming event for dance.
Argh, how i wish i have more time for a day, not only 24/7.
Time is never enough for me.
I have my studies, my dance, my family, my relationship, my friends.
I bet everyone goes through this as well.
Anyway, i'm suppose to be doing my homeworks now but i'm here to blog instead!
And i had this school tradition to witness those graduates getting their o's results.
That day when i went up to witness them, it kills me inside to see them getting bad results.
I don't know why but i just felt that way.
But it also motivates me to study even harder.
Soooooooooooooo, i'm gna strive. (Trying)

First day of school, last year of school.
So, i'm taking O's this year and it's so gna be stress for me.
Sorry for the slow update 'cus homeworks are starting to pile up.
So wish me good luck for my O's.

Happy 1st monthsary.

2012-01-11T21:46:00.004+08:00

Anyway, 7th was our 1 month,
though it's only 1 month, i felt that time wasn't important afterall,
what really matters is just the both of us being together.
Not gna celebrate monthsary but well, we're gna celebrate anniversary instead from now on.
And i really love and cherish those times when i'm with you.
So, we baked cookies! There were supposedly to be more but was lazy to take a picture so yea.
Thanks dearest for the cookies, love you. Off to study, bye x.

Sleepless night.

2012-01-03T02:14:00.003+08:00

An old picture.Things still stay the same, don't they?
People just don't realise their mistakes.

Happy 2012.

2012-01-02T00:45:00.003+08:00

Happy 2012. ^^
Anyway, i guess my 2012 started quite well.
Hehe, a good start probably means a great year.
Celebrated my last day of 2011 and first day of 2012 with my bbboy.
2011 passed too quickly.
I'd better finish my work by tomorrow.
Who would expect school to reopen so soon? :(
I miss my old home, my long hair, everything.
To think time passes so quickly in a blink of eye.
I was still a kid, a young immature one.
Oh how i wish i can go back.

My 2012 resolutions ( Scroll down )

This year is such an exciting, stressful year for me i guess.
2012 is not any other year, but a special one.
Gna take my o's in like another few months later.
Soooooo, time to work hard i guess.

My boy ask me to write this on my blog :
His resolution :
1) To be with you everyday. *( Spend every new year with you )

How adorable can he ever get? :*
Anyway, i've only 3 resolutions for this year, i don't hope much.
1) To work hard for O's.
2) To get through hard times and good times with my dear boy and of course,
my family. :)
3) To maintain a good relationship with my friends.

Hi babyboy, 5 more days, love you. :)
Goodnight, with love. x

Holidays.

2011-12-17T21:10:00.003+08:00

Happy 18th to Nelson!
I was damn lazy to update my blog so yea.
Anyway, school's starting in 2 weeks time.
Argh so dread of school.
Had dance practices throughout my holidays.
I'm active in twitter so do follow me on twitter! :)
My room's wall :)Screwed up nails. :(

Back from mia.

2011-11-28T02:05:00.006+08:00

Hiiiiiiiiiiiiiii, i'm back to blogging.
Contemplating if i should change my blogskin or create a new blog.
Anyway, pictures are not in order and from random dates.
Miss blogging so much!

I fell in love, fell out of love.
This year is probably filled with best memories.
It feels weird talking to you now i guess.
I've ran out of topics and reasons to talk to you.
I still love 2011 though, so looking forward to christmas.
Under the mistletoe, i'll find you.
Gdnight xx.

On Hiatus.

2011-01-17T06:42:00.003+08:00

Status : On Hiatus.

Follow me thru twitter or Ask me anyting thru formspring.

Twitter : Affectionluv

Formspring : Affectionlove

Take my hand.

2010-11-26T00:41:00.004+08:00

@Town on tuesday.
In the cab.This picture a bit jiaobin. HAHAHA.Monday @ work. ( warehouse where all the stocks come from! )Typical toilet. HAHAHA.I love my bbg.
Hehe, i shall get a good night tonight.
Town tomorrow, working on sat and town on sunday again.
I'm glad my dad went china, HAHAHA.
Slept too much just now, can't get to sleep like so early:(
And ky was complaining that i was sucha pig?!
SLEEP MORE = GROW TALLER WHAT. :(
..............
Hi dearest,
I miss you. Where are you?
Your dearest,19th xx.

Day and night, where were you?

2010-11-25T15:13:00.005+08:00

http://twitter.com/affectionluv
Follow me on twitter for updatessssssssssss!HAHA, I TOOK SUPER LONG TO THINK WHETHER TO UPLOAD THE BELOW PIC.
I look damn short + fat + ugly. :(I kindda regretted doing my nails. sigh.

So i've been going to orchard like almost everyday.
Work and town. Haha, ok a bit lifeless.
Still waiting for my bbg to send me all the pictures in her cam.
Gna head to bed soon..
And gna go town tmrw with bro and mummy.
I swear my mum damn sweetttttt.
Hehe, anyw, i got my pay and i just effin' spend it in like 2days.
WALAO. WTF SIA.
CANNOT STAND MYSELF for being a spendthrift. :(
K la, i'll start saving soon..
And i didn't go to work again.
'Cus my uncle was suppose to drive me to work.
And i send him a msg : I today never go work.
And he replied : Ok money you don want.
HAHAHA, LIKE WTF.
Ok who don't want money?
Just happens that i'm so lazy right.... :/
Ok la, gdn9t, ok not rly gdn9t, now like 3.20pm only.
Gdafternoonz.

Emptiness.

2010-11-18T09:39:00.001+08:00

I'M SO SORRY FOR NEGLECTING MY BLOG FOR A WEEK+!
I WILL UPDATE WHEN I'M BACK FROM WORK :)
With some pictures. heh.

Like fire, you drive me insane.

2010-11-10T19:21:00.003+08:00

I guess...

i'm happy.
Goodnight.

A brand new start.

2010-11-09T01:36:00.002+08:00

Got really lazy to wake up today.
I dragged myself like really.. :(
But end up didn't go to work again.
I PROMISE, TOMORROW I WILL GO. :l
Ok, off to bed now!

Lovingly loving you.

2010-11-08T10:09:00.004+08:00

Curled and dyed my hairrrr.
Like finally after waiting for months.
It was hard for Shannen, she had to wait for me for friggin' 3h.
And had a last minute decision to go orchard @ 8pm.
I can't stop thinking that i look like angmoh because of my hair.
If you see me in real life, you'll know.
And i didn't go to work today again.
I think i want to quit alrdy, super lazy to go.
My morning was super screwed.
This unknown fucking ask me a lot of times about me and my ex.
What the fuck is wrong with you?
I totally forgotten about you.

You'll be a part of me.

2010-11-02T10:37:00.002+08:00

Really being inactive in my blog. argh.
Follow me thru twitter/formspring/facebook!
Getting lazy to blog.
Will update again!
Search me thru:
Twitter - Affectionluv
Formspring - Below my blog profile.
Facebook - Elaina See
Off to dance now ! :)

You disappoint me totally.

2010-10-26T09:41:00.004+08:00

I've never been so happy before.
HA.HA.HA.HA.HA.
I'm getting well along my life.
I don't wanna be people who always hold grunges.
I'm putting everything down.
Currently there's a lot of events going on in schl and stuff.
Flying off to somewhere on jan.
Busy working and having schl + having dance on my holidays.
I hope to see you all again.
Especially xinxue's clique and alethea's.
I don't want love to be some fairytale.
& One thing, you don't have to worry because i'm not gna post anything about you, never again.

Camp! 3D2N.

2010-10-19T23:36:00.009+08:00

Mum's & Aunt's Birthday! Jane & Connie. :) I BAKED THE CAKE.
I swear it was great :)Tues, gna head to the camp in 7hours time. gosh :( Gna miss my bed and stuff.
Meet Shannen and bought candles out of randomness.Dearest Shannen :SCREWED : :(

I guess i had fun .
I've got the feeling of being excited to the camp though.
Yet got the feeling of being insomnia there.
Afterall, Changi ( @ WW II People were killed there. )
And i can't believe i'm camping at that place.
Goshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.
Better tune in early before i start to miss my bed!
It's gna be a 3D2N, Gna miss everyone :(

Crazy monday.

2010-10-12T19:44:00.003+08:00

Cuteeeeeeeeeee ain't he.
Darren and Siewhui came over to my hse yesterday.
Played like really crazyyyy.
Helped darren to make up!
I swear, he damn pretty. HAHA.
I know this picture damn fail.
The best candid i can find among my pictures of him.
Talked to both of them during our dinner/lunch.
Shared a lot of things, and i feel rly great. :)
Failed to talk to shannen ytd nightt!
Too tired, too crazy.
Am gna talk to her tonight i guess!

Heartaches.

2010-10-11T22:27:00.005+08:00

(Side Plaits)Waiting for Shannen to call.
And she's so gna listen to my bullshits again.. sigh.
Feeling so tired, i'm off.

Hate to say it.

2010-10-04T06:42:00.002+08:00

I've got no time to think of anything else.
I've been really quite busy.
I can't imagine life without my three lovelies and etc.
I guess i'm a lil high on friday.
you-know-i-know.
Nobody's taking the first move.
Now, i think i need time.
Not another reckless move.
And, Happy Belated Nicole!
Thanks for being such a great pillar for me to support.
Hearing all my troubles and stuff.
I'm really sorry for not making to your celebration!
Damn my tuition :(
But still, hope you enjoyed! :)

Random Monday.

2010-09-27T16:52:00.005+08:00

My leg super muscular :( I don't like dancers' leg. :*(
So Sentosa was cancelled and i went out with shannen and peepz last saturday.
Had a sudden call from xinxue that we meet up for swimming.
Had a lil' shopping before that.
Today is my english paperrrrrrr, i'm confident i hope.
Tomorrow's Chinese and 2 more weeks to maths.
We camwhored as if exams are over.
Remind me of last year.
During exam period, we would go for mahjong,shopping and stuff!
Love you guys!

Cherish me before i leave.

2010-09-24T23:56:00.003+08:00

TOMORROW SENTOSAAAAAA! :)
Happyyyyyyyy!
I think i did a lot of things today.
Hehe, i'm gna take a lot of pictures tomorrow.
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Yet i'm really upset about something now.
I feel so disappointed now.
Wtf, moodswing now.

Kept me waiting.

2010-09-20T18:07:00.002+08:00

How'd you feel ?
I guess i'm feeling much better after i was send back home.
I was glad that 3 of my favourite girls accompanied me throughout.
I'm feeling really awful.
I need sweet stuff or sour stuff after having diarrhoea early in the morning.
:(

What keeps me alive.

2010-09-20T00:06:00.003+08:00

This is the girl who keeps me alive.
Don't be tempted by her cleavage. :)
I feel alive now.
Goodnights. :)

Remind me.

2010-09-18T22:30:00.003+08:00

I hate the fact that i'm not being truthful with myself.
And i can never be.
Things are really getting out of control.
I don't understand myself,
what the fuck do i want.
Fuck myself seriously.
There's just stuff that i really do want to say,
but how do i start?
And even before i do that,
things just got out of control.
Yay, i've never imagine myself being so dumb and stupid all this while.
I really do hope i didn't choose the wrong path.
Talk to me when you want to, before i'd forget again.
Do remind me, because i'm forgetful.
Don't get back to me only when i've forgotten.

Fuck.

2010-09-18T01:05:00.001+08:00

I'm dread of things like this.
Screw you people.
FUCK IT.

Crazy smiles.

2010-09-14T19:29:00.003+08:00

I'm glad to have this clique,
Not only this clique, but
M,N,D and Amy's clique.
I swear i was so damn tired to listen in lessons today.
Getting warned over and over again -.-
After washing my face, still tired.
Have to sleep earlyy :(
I'M STILL TIRED.

Saturday bluez.

2010-09-13T22:36:00.007+08:00

I look like some cock here. LOL.
I Feel tired, goodnights!Ann Chen like some dead pig. LOL.

I guess swimming trip was rly great.
Blogger is giving me really hard time to upload all the pictures -.-
Which really sucks :(
So i got really lazy after uploading 3 pictures :(
Anyway, after dance, went off to meet ann chen.
I guess we talked quite a lot.
And thanks for sending me home :)
I do look forward for every saturday that we're meeting. :)
Goodnights!

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Now i'm having a heavy heart.
I guess another night with moodswings.
Goodbye.

Wishes.

2010-09-13T06:12:00.003+08:00

When i was young, i used to think that studies and family are the most important thing in my life. Life is so much simpler, until i turned 12.
The birthday wishes i wished for changed.
I couldn't believe that one day my wish would be wishing for love.
That's was when i was 12.
When i was 13, i started wishing for my ex.
And that's when i realised wishes don't come true.
They are lies for children to wished for studies and family.
I hope my wish for this year would come true.
To realise,
I've long forgotten my family, my studies, my life.

Late at night.

2010-09-11T04:30:00.001+08:00

CAMWHORE LATE AT NIGHT :(
I'm reallyyyyyyy not tired and had the urge to camwhore,
but doesn't have the urge to upload the pictures on my bday.
:(:(:(:( I dk what i'm talking about. LOL.
Another sleepless night. gahhh.
Haven't really finish posting the birthday post,
Continue tmr :)

14thBirthday.

2010-09-11T02:28:00.015+08:00

Happy birthday to myself:

14th Birthday.

2010-09-10T12:40:00.004+08:00

I swear that my birthday was a wonderful one.

Thanks for all the wishes and those who came for the 3days2night chalet :)

I will upload those pictures maybe on sunday or smth,

having bbq and swimming tomorrow (Y)! :)

Dreams of imagination.

2010-09-07T17:55:00.004+08:00

Looked back at all my posts.
I deleted some unhappy ones.

Glad to say that i'm a happy girl now. :)
Everything's going well for me now.

SEE YOU GUYS TOMORROW.

2 more days to my birthday :)

And tomorrow is kindda busy day for me.

Birthday gift.

2010-09-03T22:30:00.001+08:00

I'm planning on my hongkong trip .
hehe, celebrating my birthday thru overseas. ( maybe )
STAY TUNE FOR TOMORROW'S.
BYE. HAHA. :)
HAPPY BDAY TXX.

2010-08-31T22:26:00.002+08:00

One of the favourites.
( shows off dimple. ) HAHA. :)
Anyway, went back primary school today,
Thanks @tristan rehan colombo le han for being my tour guide today.
The guy wearing singapore sports school shirt ( blue above the picture ).
Can you even believe his a retard. :)
I hugged a lot of teachers tday.
Glad that they still recognise me after not going back for 2yrs.
I think my half day spent with amelia, tristan and gideon was not bad.
But the weather kills everything :(
I rushed home just to bathe, it's killing me!
And, greatly thanks to TRISTAN REHAN COLOMBO GAY LE HAN.
:)

I'm vulnerable.

2010-08-29T20:25:00.002+08:00

Sometimes i can never have enough saturdays.
My birthday is approaching .
I feel happy because i'm having wonderful people arnd me to celebrate with me.
But my sept holidays are screwed with tight schedules.
:(:(:(
But good thing is,
my birthday that day, I'm sure i'll have lots of fun.
I PROMISE TO SPAM MY BLOG WITH PHOTOS ON NEXT SAT :)
Stay tune toodles!
Hehehe, due to my dearest friend's bday!
Happy birthday TXX.

Silent.

2010-08-26T15:56:00.002+08:00

" We are the dancers , we create dreams. "

I want a bed like this.
I swear this is damn kute.
I feel happy.
Sometimes, i get really happy over lil' things nowadays.
I guess people tend to understand me better.
Although im complex, which many people told me that.
But life goes on i guess, i feel happy and i hope this would last forever.
That's why i'm born to create dreams.
:')

A day without you.

2010-08-25T20:42:00.003+08:00

Just came back from yog gymnastic.

I swear i really love it.

Russia was really wonderful.

It's just totally like a dance srsly.

And i wanna thanks this group of people for making my last saturday wonderful.

Thank you,

Shann, Xin Xue, Gary and Raven.

I miss you.

2010-08-20T15:25:00.002+08:00

I miss how i used to lie on ur chest to hear ur heartbeat.
I miss how you hug me and can't bear to let go.
I miss how you look at me.
I miss how you'd stay awake just to watch me sleep.
I miss how we used to heart to heart talk everyday.
When you looked at me today,
all i think was our past.

Selling clothes.

2010-08-17T20:17:00.010+08:00

Selling all this stuff, WHICH I NEVER WORN ALMOST ALL OF THEM :(
It's sucha pity to throw them off.
So here i am selling it off! :)
ALL IN REASONABLE PRICES.
Tag my tagboard if interested or email me @ th-pr0mise@hotmail.com

~~Item 01:~~
SOLD OUT.

Size : XS.
(Never wear before)
Selling it at $25.

Item 02:Cotton on's ( S )
( Never wear before )
Length : 74cm.

Selling it at $15.

Item 03: ZARA's. ( USA size S)

(Worn once )
Length : 73cm.
Bust length : 78cm ( Adding front and back's length )
Selling it at $20.

Item 04:

Cotton on's. ( S )

( Never worn before )

$15 each.

Selling both grey and black.

Selling it at $12.

Item 05:

$15 ( Never worn before at all. )

Length : 78cm

Bust length : 46cm ( Stretchable ) (Adding front and back's length.)

Selling it at $15.

Blogshop.

2010-08-16T22:15:00.003+08:00

I think imma open a blogshop soon :)
Help me think of a name!
I need a model too.
Pay: 1h/$10.
I think i'll start off with instock? O:

My diary.

2010-08-15T00:16:00.002+08:00

I guess i'd continue writing my diary.
It's just something who can read my mind,
and a thing which i can trust.

Her eyes, she's so beautiful.

2010-08-10T23:42:00.004+08:00

Less than a month to my birthday!

Hehe, i hope things could turn out right for me like how it is now.

I guess everyone's being moody for having school tomorrow ain't you.

I can't wait for my next weekend like srsly.

And i've been complaining for the past 48hours to @zixian about how im feeling.

I feel bad though, but now i find it alright because

HE KEEP KP SAY IM FAT. :(

What if.

2010-08-09T03:37:00.002+08:00

If i'm to return back to the past,
the first thing i'd do is to be with you.
The best thing i'd ever have.
Great couples never have good ending.
I think i have great saturdays with people i like to be with.
HAHA, i'm so looking forward for my birthday.
The saddest thing ever, is to have someone you love leave you.

Hello Happiness.

2010-08-08T13:46:00.003+08:00

I'M A GHOST. :(
Freaky enough? Everyone was freaked out.
BECAUSE EVERY GROUP PICTURE I TOOK WITH THEM
I'M TRANSPARENT. :(
There was about 5 group pictures.

So i think my day out there yesterday was great!
Town for yesterday, and i bought a bag.
Was sad that i regretted not buying the zara shoes.
I like my holidays. (Y)

Flew away.

2010-08-02T21:26:00.002+08:00

I feel tired and drained.

That's what it means.

2010-08-01T22:22:00.005+08:00

It's hard to express how i'm feeling now.
I wanna scream out real loud.
It's just different.
I don't want that to happen.
I need to get over it.
I hope i don't regret my decisions in life.
The best guy i'd ever get is someone who accept my flaws and like me for who i am.
Someone who can keep his promise and mean for what he says.
Someone who'd stay by my side when i'm not alright.
Someone who thinks i'm beautiful instead of hot.
Not a perfect one, but a great one.

Saturday blooms.

2010-07-31T11:53:00.003+08:00

I know it's blur :l
Will upload the pictures today tomorrow.
I'm upset. :(

Moody dayz.

2010-07-28T22:59:00.000+08:00

I hate what i'm feeling now.
I FEEL MOODY.

60 Things Guys Should Know About Girls

2010-07-25T20:00:00.002+08:00

60 things guys should know about girls :

1) For all we talk about how hot guys are. We mostly care about there personality. Though a hot body is a plus

2) We are just as shy as you are about relationships

3) Many of us don't let you see us cry, unless we want you to comfort us

4) We like dropping small flirts, to see if you are interested. But we will later deny it or make it into a joke

5) Most of us prefer to be call beautiful than hot or sexy. But not all of us

6) We only wear mini skirts, tank tops and skimpy cloths for you (unless it's REALLY REALLY hot outside). So if you don't like what we wear say something likely look really nice today, but you know...I think I like you in jeans better'

7) We travel in groups for one of two reasons 1) because we want to share some form of gossip with each other or get advice on something 2) B/c we don't want to get caught by ourselves with you because we won't know what to say and are afraid we'll make a fool of ourselves

8) MOST girls spend about 15% of the time thinking about specific guys, 20% thinking of guys in general, 25% thinking of how to get guys to notice us and what to say when we do, 30% of the time TALKING about guys (even if someone else isn't listening), and 10% of the time doing something else

9) Girls automatically assume that all guys are ***** and only want to get into our pants until you prove otherwise (and even then some small part of us still thinks that)

10) Most girls are under the impression that guys only want skinny 'hot' girls

11) Most girls enjoy being paraded around once in awhile in front of your friends. We enjoy having you show us off to your friends, kind of like, 'Hey, look at my hot ass girlfriend! Aren't you jealous?" But we don't enjoy being nothing but a trophy girl

12) Nicknames like "Babe, or darling" are safe to call just about any girl. But beware of "Princess or Angel". Some girls will take offense to this thinking you are calling them to innocent or incapable of taking care of themselves.

13) Speaking of nicknames, almost every girl has ONE nickname that they just love to be called

14) Most girls will drop lots of hints to tell you that they like you, but won't come right out and say" I like you" or "I love you". If you think they like you, there is a good chance they do.

15) Scenario time! -You like a girl named Ashley, Ashley has a friend named Brenda. Brenda comes up you in the hall and asks "Do you like Ashley?"

More often than not in this scenario Ashley asked Brenda to ask you because she is to shy to ask you herself. And even if she didn't the first thing Brenda is going to do with your answer is tell Ashley. Now you are thinking "WHAT!? NO!! DON"T TELL HER THAT!!!" but in reality, this is a good thing. Because there is a good chance she already likes you. And if she doesn't, she will now be looking at you in a different way, and let me tell you. It's a lot easier to fall for a guy if you already know they like you. So its safe. So go ahead and tell Brenda that you like Ashley. Take a chance.

16) Girls hate it when guys say perverted things.

17) Girls love to feel special, even though they might not show it

18) Girls talk about everything with their girl friends. So unless you tell us not to tell them about something, they WILL know about it within 3 days. And if you are the girl's boyfriend, that means, you're possibly 90% of their conversation. And believe me, trash talking takes up most of it, unless you're a Greek god, which you're not...

19) Girls hate guys with bad hygiene.

20) Girls love it when a guy pulls them close by the waist

21) Most girls like a guy that will willing dance with them, even if he doesn't know how

22) Usually, when a girl is sarcastically mean to you, it means they're attracted to you, but are afraid that they'll be showing too much

23) A kiss on the hand with the right timing can be a REAL TURN-ON

24) Some girls can think about their crushes for 18+ hours straight. No exaggeration

25) When a guy says something really sentimental, girls will remember it forever

26) Girls get embarrassed easily, even if guys don't know what the hell just happened.

27) Girls daydream about their crushes ALL the time. They just don't show it.

28) When a girl is upset and wants you to listen, she wants you to listen. She doesn't need you to fix it or tell her how to. She just wants you to listen.

29) When a girl is crying, she feels a lot safer if you pull her close and tell her that everything is going to be all right. And more likely than not, it will endear them to you more than anything else.

30) Girls love it when guys say their name

31) Girls love confidence

32) When a girl cooks for you, you know you mean a lot to her

33) Girls hate it when other girls flirt. Yet they flirt themselves too. Ah, the beauty of irony

34) We don't enjoy talking dirty to you as much as you enjoy listening.

35) Saying something sweet might get you off the hook; doing something sweet will always get you off the hook.

36) Size does matter, but only to hoes; not girls that want relationships.

37) No matter what you say, your ex-girlfriend is a hoe to us. Not because we don't like your taste in women, because believe me WE do! its just that...we don't want to have to wonder if she is better than us. And if she is a hoe, we are better. So it makes things simple for us.

38) We are self-conscious by nature; we can't help it. But we CAN try and hide it.
39) Even if you think it is cool to burp, fart, or emit other strange gases from your body, it is not. Though we sometimes will tell you it is.

40) As far as you are concerned, we are beautiful at all times, and don't tell us different, unless you make it sound like a compliment (even if it isn't) Like, "You were really pretty yesterday when you wore -insert clothing/accessory here-, I think you should wear that more often"

41) Whatever you do, don't just show up at our house unexpected or at least without ringing the door bell...we run around in our underwear just like you do. And no matter how much you would like to see that, we will likely never talk to you again

42) DON'T CHEAT ON US. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be dirt.

43) We want you to beware of every male relative and all guy friends. All of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. We just don't want you to be too obvious.

44) We enjoy being kissed by you in front of your friends. It makes us feel like you care a lot about us.

45) You don't have PMS; so don't act like you know what it's like. Don't try to understand...believe me you never will.

46) Violent statements like "If that guy keeps looking at you, I'm going to tear his head off" are appealing

47) We don't want you to say you love us if you don't mean it

48) We love it when you make eye contact with us while we talk.

49) Most girls are afraid of losing our independence to guys (for some unknown reason)

50) If you ask a girl out directly, more likely than not, she will say yes to you. Even if she only has lukewarm feelings for you, because it will give her the chance to get to know you better and get to like you even more.

51) Most girls love it when guys ask them for advice.

52) Girls like it when you tell us what you are thinking, even if you don't understand it yourself

53) After you've been dating for a while, realize that we really have started to trust you. When you have a girlfriend who truly trusts you, you have a lot more responsibility, privilege and control than you would think. Be careful with it, most guys would kill for that kind of power, and it can be lost in a nanosecond

54) There is nothing wrong with being attentive and sensitive. However, this behavior can be carried too far. You don't have to hang on our every word or give in to our every whim. The thrill of the chase doesn't end after the first successful pick-up line. If you don't present us with some minor challenges, we're likely to get bored, or worse, feel that you're creepy and obsessive.

55) Variety is the spice of life. There are patterns underlying what your woman says she likes and doesn't like. It would benefit you far more to try and discern the nature of these than to repeat everything she admits to enjoying until she no longer does

56) Most men think the chase ends once they have us, but truly it has only just began.You must work even harder to keep us then you do you earn us. We not some trophy you can earn,put on a shelf and admire. You have to care for us like the living human beings we are.(see 54)

57)WHEN WE SAY NO ITS NO, SO STOP ASKING!!!

58)If someone flirts with you, its a complement. If you're not interested, accept it but dont flirt back.

59)The woman in your life needs to hear how you feel about her, and often. Tell her now

60)All women are complicated, and it is doubtful any man will ever fully be able to understand us.But we know that, so its going to be ok.

I want you to know how much you matters.

2010-07-25T16:25:00.004+08:00

Thanks for everything dearest, WangKaiJun.
I swear baby was sweetz yesterday.
He went all the way to macdonalds to buy me my lunch. hehe.
Went walking around, in the end bought accessories onlyyy.
Saw quite a number of friends there.
And im addicted to basketball! Thanks to baby, hehe.
I feel so tired lah. i slept for 5hours in the afternoon.
In the 5 hours, i swear i neglected baby :(
Sorrrrrrry baby for being sucha pig :(
See you on saturday again baby.

21:55 A Dream Come True.

2010-07-19T22:23:00.004+08:00

19th'z.
Maybe it's not my imagination anymore.
It's a miracle.
It's a dream.come.true.
A sweet date with my sweetheart on every saturday.

Unexplainable happiness.

2010-07-18T16:30:00.003+08:00

Hi people! I'm back. hehe
Went for a lil' shopping in cotton on and bought some clothes.

I think imma spend my weekend like really.. meaningfully.
Hehehehez, imma update soonz.
I found a lot of clothes that i don't want :l

Violet Thursday.

2010-07-15T18:47:00.008+08:00

It's kindda amazing when u miss someone special.
HAHA, ALRIGHT MY TOMORROW IS LIKE BLAH.
I promise Saturday i'll upload the three picturez.
Celebrated with graduating dance seniors for their last day tday.
Hehez, i cried for them. No joke.
I wonder when it's my turn, i'd really cry in tears i swear.
And i got appointed to be assistant treasurer ( Get hold of the money for any concerts and stuff )! & assistant hair mistress ( Have to like prepare the hair stuff & etc ) !
Must really work hard soon. (Y)
Haha, I know you people don't like long post like what me myself think so too.
So, i'll end here! Unless you guys want like super long wordy post.
And, imma show some selling post at times, so look out for it!

Oeurve 5ive.

2010-07-11T12:37:00.010+08:00

I feel like cutting away my long hair.Yesterday's oeurve concert ;Dressing room :

New lappy ; I guess it's time to sell my clothes?
I've got no choice but to squeeze some of my clothes @ my mum's wardrobe. HEHEHE.
CLEAN & NEAT! :)
Just went to get my mom's diamond ring.

Shop arnd, bought a pair of brown leather boots & a new wallet.

Only this two item, i've spent 200 bucks.

Hehe, but i'm happy afterall :)

Will show the two items tomorrow!

And to finishup, yesterday's concert was great! (Y)!

Quiet moment.

2010-07-08T06:10:00.003+08:00

I've realised that, i don't really like to get tied down by relationships.
I mean, i like the freedom i'm having now.
Like no one's bothering me day and night,
I won't neglect my friends.
I just can't explain but i just like to be free.
Like do what i want, nobodys' gonna control me and my life.
And i do realise i'm happier without a relationship.
I saw this dvd, about this two had known each other for 11years, but they ain't girlfriend and boyfriend, because it's like come and go, like they meet a few months per year and still they ain't girlfriend and boyfriend yet not best friends. it's just unexplainable.
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& GAHHHHH.
TOMORROW'S Oeurve's concert.
I don't feel anything tho. hehehz.

Troubles.

2010-07-06T21:03:00.003+08:00

I hate having family problems.
I hate being used.
I hate being scolded/middle person for everything in this family.
Yet im the youngest, how great.
Sometimes i really do wanna talk to someone abt my problems.
But who can i turn to ?
The person i wanna talk to ain't online.
I feel really broke when i find myself in a wallet of like 30bucks.
I realised my money is getting lesser and lesser each day.
Taking cab every after dance is killing me.
After dancing, it's like goddamit tiring.
I've no choice but to take a cab.
Like wtf, then family having problems.
I dun even wanna like ask for money that often nowadays.
I just hope dancing can like stop continously going on and on every fking single day.
And it ends @ like fucking 6.30pm.
like seriously, omg, i hope this crisis get over soon.
i hope to get the life i once had.
& one thing is for sure,
my dad is having a mistress, i believe.

New laptop.

2010-07-05T10:43:00.004+08:00

Took this picture from my new laptop.
K, ytd went to buy new laptop and my bro's.
i swear this lappy's colour is so dammit bright. Bright pink.
And its sad that today's monday and tmr is sch again.
Sighhh .

WTF(riday).

2010-07-02T16:37:00.004+08:00

This was.. quite long ago during the june holidays.

K,i guess my friday is .... to spend being sick @ home.

I just feel very dizzy now :l

arg, i just hope my fringe can grow longer. dam.

And i realise there were quite a number of shops selling really cute stuff in tp.

Saw alfred just now!

Went home @ like 2. early max.

I wanna go to London, i wanna start afresh thr.

Fulfill my wish soon.

AND I FINALLY CLEANED UP MY ROOM.

CLEAN AND GREEEEEN.

Parents.

2010-06-27T12:49:00.003+08:00

One word, PISSED.
Everyday quarrel, quarrel for one whole month already.
What's the problem with the both of you.
OMG, I REALLY CAN'T STAND BOTH OF YOU SERIOUSLY.
I FEEL SO STRESSED LIVING IN A SAME ROOF WITH BOTH OF YOU.
Everytime use the word "let's divorce", one month alr, you guyz really treat the both of us like what? Something to throw ur anger to?
I'm like everyday going home, feeling so stressed.
I REALLY DUN WANNA STAY AT HOME SERIOUSLY.
TO TELL YOU BOTH WHAT, JUST DIVORCE, I DUN REALLY GIVE IT A DAMN.

Just that someone.

2010-06-25T22:28:00.004+08:00

Someone who calls you beautiful instead of hot.
Someone who calls you back when you hang up on him.
Someone who will stay awake just to watch you sleep.
Someone who wants to show you off to his friends, even when you're in sweat, he'll hold you. Someone who will come over late at night just to take care of you when you're sick.
Just that someone.

Here we go again.

2010-06-20T01:24:00.003+08:00

Happy belated 17th birthday brother!

Anyway, went prawning today.
Can say quite fun but quite boring. :l

Tomrrow out for moviez!

Mon-fri, having dance class.

My june holidays are ending soon!

So yea.. School days again.

Family.

2010-06-13T18:43:00.004+08:00

I GUESS I'M THE HAPPIEST GIRL IN THE UNIVERSE TONIGHT.
BOYFRIEND? NAH. :)
A DATE? NAH.
Be happy for me. :)

Wild at night.

2010-06-09T10:47:00.001+08:00

Guess what?
I got back my resultz.
HAPPY MAX.

Everytime you lie.

2010-06-08T22:15:00.004+08:00

My room's supa messy as you can see!!
I feel so fail for being a girl. :l
Credits to Lynn :)
I NEED A MAID. LOLLLLL.
JUNE HOLIDAYS ARE MAKING ME LAZY. :O
I need a lil' shopping soon too !

Now or never.

2010-06-07T21:57:00.012+08:00

I'm still not used to the hair i'm having now.
Rebonded my hair few days ago.
Feel so barbie-doll.
Even everyone says so. :(
Had Icast discussion tday,
guess what?
We did nothing. :l
Anyway, my outing was cancelled again.
How many times in a month did it happen especially on a june holiday.
>:
And i need to clear my room soon!!!!
TOO MESSY.
And wish me luck for my results.
Gna take it tmrw or smth!
And i gotta shop for a new school bag!
I really wanna run like mad at this time.
I don't mind going to the beach at this time with someone beloved.
Such beautiful unrealistic love.

Take this all away.

2010-06-04T03:04:00.003+08:00

I'm still wide awake.
Tell me what i can do to make me sleep?
Seriously, nothing to do.
I miss those days when i'm still with shann and peepz during this time.
Having much heart-to-heart talkz.
Sigh, bye.

Happinezz.

2010-06-02T01:08:00.000+08:00

I'm a happy girl (Y).

Bleed through my heart.

2010-05-31T23:43:00.003+08:00

I know my hair messy on the abv picture. LOL.
That's after dance on last thurs.

Quite long ago? lol.

Didn't remember to post it though.

I'm lazy to post :/

Just a lil update on my blog.

Catch me from falling.

2010-05-29T08:57:00.002+08:00

Currently having fever + flu + cough.
What a bad time to come when it's holiday.
But still... i can say that my holiday is quite......... fun after my results on 5th june, brother going with me to take result :) hehehe.
After my result, im gonna like go out almost everyday. (Y)
Now i'm stuck at home. :(
The above picture is taken quite long ago. :)
Hehe, 18th june ah~ my bro's birthday (Y)!

Never let you go.

2010-05-26T19:38:00.003+08:00

Volleyball with melissa during the june holidays. hehe.
TODAY MY DAY STARTED SO DAMN BORING.
Went to the museum, almost killed myself for the weather.
Next went to hydrophonics farm, I really wanna kill myself for the weather. LOL
But we were lucky to go in the chill room at below 0 degree i think. hehe.
I think my instructor super (Y). LOL.
But still i think i spent my day under the sun.
And, i'm satisfied with my marks except my maths. :/
Bio worst, i never study. LOL, but still elated because i passed.
Don't even have the time to go out, dance like occupy my free timeslot.
Tomorrow gonna have like 5hours of dance. :(
And zixian ong still say he will be going to watch my performance, haha get ready your 12bucks k. For the tickets. :)
And to someone, by looking at my blog and stuff doesn't mean that you know me. Even if you hear from your friends of what personalities i have, but i can say, you still don't know me well.

Exerciseyz.

2010-05-25T23:34:00.004+08:00

I suddenly got the urge to exercise. LOL.
Anyone free to exercise with me during the june holidays?
Morning/Afternoon, i'm fine with it.

Bleed my heart on this paper for you.

2010-05-22T20:22:00.008+08:00

To be frank, i do miss you my dearest shann. (LAST YEARRR) :)

I realise i never online for like days.
Hehehe, Tomorrow going ion + 313. :)
And i do realise,
His not gonna be mine.

So what's the point of hanging on?

I'm not gonna ask the same question again.

MY MYE IS FINALLY A NIGHTMARE GONE :)

Hehe, but sometimes i do like exams except for a fly for flying around my class during exams for continously 4days. :( Can't concentrate during exams :(

But still i'm confident for a pass for all subject except DnT, hehe :)

I like to be a future instead of a past,

But still............ Attempt failed. LOL.

Burning down.

2010-05-14T23:14:00.005+08:00

~~I'm mia-ing from my phone and everything that can contact me for tomorrow.~~
I'm feeling down i need time to cool down.
For being disappointed three times in a row.

1) my (1) best friend ignored me in school and she just left like that. i dk if you're angry with me or anything. but i was really damn down.

2) My (2) best friend, 6 long fucking years. We're breaking apart now.

3) (3) best friend, To even tell me that you don't have a feeling for our clique and that u wanna leave our clique.

3 fucking people ate my heart. Enough for a breakdown.

Because i know i'll be happy again. For people like amy,alethea,shannen,alyssa,lorraine, really cheers me up!
And thanks melissa and nicole to bring me back once again.

Realistic.

2010-05-11T21:32:00.002+08:00

Finally a proper post :)
Anyway, i've trimmed my fringe, doesnt make a difference i guess to much people out there.
Haha, Omg, i really love being with amy and co. :)
After not meeting for like months, and finally met up... (Y)
HAHA, And last sunday, tristan joined us for the fun. LOL.
I feel so cold now. keep sneezing.
Damn. :(
Anyway, my mind's set.
I've chosen my own path, :')
I'm still searching for my right one.

Fringeyz.

2010-05-10T21:15:00.001+08:00

I cut my fringe, and i like it. (Y)

2010-05-08T20:05:00.004+08:00

Tristan Rehan Colombo was here on exactly 8/5/2010,8.09p.m

Today didn started out good, my teammate kept on calling me , at effing 7.30 .. just to play soccer.. he called my house so my maid had to wake me up,i was so pissed as i couldn sleep after that. so i when to play computer and do my stuff . at exactly 9.30 i think , i goodmorning ELAINA SEE QI XUAN :)

but she was sleeping until around 11 , she was soso tired that she still can have her nap ,LOL . so i was on the computer,eating my breakfast and doing my stuff till 3. at 3 , i met izac , sherlyn(izac'sex),robin(sherlyn'sbf,izac fren)and perlyn(sherlyn sis). we when to bishan cofffee bean but unfortunately there were no seats.so we took a train down to changi airport just to get coffee bean. Pure Caremel Ice blended,coffee based , whiped cream , mamamia! they were pretty much studying just for 40mins =.=ll while i took this picture << :) i reached home around 7.30, and used the computer then had my dinner . okay than i willl just write here !goodluck to ppl who are having exams:D

TAKE CARE & BYEBYE

LOVE,

TRISTAN REHAN COLOMBO

Nothing's right for me.

2010-05-08T10:39:00.004+08:00

Dreams dreams dreams.
Can you ever tell me what's the meaning thru my dream.
One more to tell me what's the ending.

Baby blue eyes,

2010-05-04T18:45:00.003+08:00

"Many inventions were made, yet nothing could be done for a broken heart."
To even tell me what's love.

A short love story.

2010-05-02T23:07:00.007+08:00

Early mother's day gift from my loveliest godson. :I forgot when was this.. and i just found out it was in my camera. :) :
AND FOR YOUR INFO, they are my brother's ex classmates :)
Not anyone in my life. To be truthful, i don't know what to do/ to choose.

I'm confused.

Anyway, met up with my darlings today :)
Long time no see!

Hehe, i do miss you all! like seriously.

Glad to meet you all tomorrow again.

For a shopping spree tomorrow :)

TIRED.COM

Tristan's

2010-04-30T22:44:00.004+08:00

She's cute,awesome, sweet,gentle , listen to my troubles,a dancer, anyone could guess who's shhe? i doubt so , its none other then elaina see qi xuan, she listens to my troubles , i really envy that , she sweet and gentle,just like a gem :]

From tristanrehancolombolehan
to;one and only elainaseeqixuan

P.s; this was from me, tristan's heart, honest opinion, god bless all :]
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Elaina : You step good only!

Love paradise.

2010-04-29T16:49:00.002+08:00

See how messy my hair gets after coming back from school letting down my hair :)
HAHA, but seriously at home, everyone thinks the same.
"WHO CARES?" right? Haha :)
Anyway, pardon my fuck face and hair :)
I'm just a mad person. haha.
Hi exams, i know you love me, but you're not my taste, :(
Argh, i've no motivation to study.
Y'know exams really do stress people out.
Tomorrow friday, i love fridays. :)

Don't miss me once i'm gone.

2010-04-28T17:31:00.005+08:00

TO REALISE, I DIDN'T EVEN USE MY CAMERA THAT OFTEN WHEN I SERIOUSLYYYY BUY IT FOR WHAT!

Yea, need to scold myself for being stupid.

And, i really saw something, super joke.

CHU KNOWZ, PEOPLE ARE JUST INTWESTINGZ. :)

Entertaining me every single day.

Tristan, you know what. You suck. :)

Oh my dear shirley, do you love my present? :)

Hope you like it! :)

TOMORROW'S MY ENGLISH. YAY BYE. :(

Struck me down.

2010-04-26T22:56:00.004+08:00

24th'April, (2 days ago)
Hi brother. I know you must be honoured to be in my blog. Haha, joking.
And if you do realise, i'm in the mirror reflection :Today's.

My eyes really damn dead and tired.
Today i knocked into something, and my nose bleed.
Now i feel extremely tired and just now abit feel like fainting.
Today extremely my eyelid cannot take it. I dunno why.
Anyway, Today we spend our time studying :)
Left mel's house @ 6.30pm!
To realise, my art actually left it in mel's house. LOL.
I know my life's all about school life.
I'll resume my normal life after exams.
BYE :)

Don't tell me when i'm losing myself again.

2010-04-23T16:35:00.006+08:00

An entertainment : (I FOUND IT IN A WEBSITE. I DID NOT CREATE IT.)Candid! This was.. quite long ago. (hehe)
Shopped a lil today.
Was quite in a rush. (hehe)
I'm negotiating with @zixian.
HAHA, Want to sleep? WAIT LONG. :)
I really can't take it when every morning i'm like fucking sweating.
When i just bathe and when i reached school, sweat like hell.
Really pissed every morning for the bad weather,
and i'm sitting in the middle of the hall with so many people around me.
The weather really supa (N).
I really tempted for a shopping.
Today wasn't enough :(
HEHE, i wanna get a really cute brown bag.
And to get my favourite, shirley, a birthday present!
HAPPY XBELATED BDAY, GO GA-GA.

Hello happiness.

2010-04-22T23:54:00.003+08:00

Yesterday's. (wednesday)
So.. my day was spent at zhonghao's house!
Helping mel and nicole's group for icast.
Had really much fun :)
A short update!
Nights peeps.

Peaceful days.

2010-04-20T21:50:00.006+08:00

@Zixian,
I do feel happy to be a happy girl.
I feel happy for being an imperfect girl.
I do feel happy when you're always by my side hearing my shits, up and downs.
I feel like crushing you to bitz when you're super dog :( (HEHEHEHEHEHE)
I like the way u make yourself like a dog. ( HEHEHEHEHEHEHHE )
I feel sad when you abandon me :( ( NO MORE HEHE )
I feel comfortable talking to you.
Although you always make me pissed >:(
I love it when you make yourself like a dog ( MY HEHE BACK! HEHEHEHE )
I don't like your cbs'nesssssssss >:(
Thanks my dear friend. :)

@Nicole,
Sometimes i wonder, my dear girlfriend,
you do understand how i feel when the two of us gone through the same thing.
Not because i didn't trust you 100%, was because i felt drifted with you and M eversince D joined us.
We had talks yesterday, and you never fail to understand me.
Remember about j8, you went silent the whole lunch break with me.
I'm sorry, i'm not purposely to be down or something.
I just didn't have anything to talk about, so i went silent for the whole lunch break.
Sorry if i make u misunderstand. Luv you.

@Melissa,
My dear babe, i do love you too.
We do have different personalities, I remembered how you and N cheered me up.
Omg, i really miss last year.
I'm not kidding, i'm serious.
I really want no disruption, and really gossip around three of us.
I miss how you and i quarrel over little bitz of things.
Those little bitz of things brought me and you closer.
Memories yet can't brought back.
I really do hope that we can be as close as last year. Luv you.

@Lynn,Sanghye,Shirley
Omg, Thanks for your support during my lowest.
I love the paper you made, lynn.
L E S S. Omg, seriously, i didn't expect you would include me though.
I was shocked, surprised, and happy.
Shirley, you're my favourite bitch. heh.
Sanghye, i know you won't read but, thanks for everything!
Three of you didn't give up on me on my lowest.
Especially lynn, Thanks so much.
Luv the three of you!
Without you three, i can really die during lessons,
three of you being there for me when i'm bored.
Especially when i start to doze off, you will start to encourage me and wake me up.
Such good friends i could never find !
Andand, Thanks for supporting and running with me during napfa, shirley.
Being through with me everything. :)

MAX luv post here i have huh(?!) hehe.

Pissed.

2010-04-19T20:54:00.006+08:00

I really can't understand humans.
fuck it. seriously.
I'm at my lowest and you're fucking rubbing salt into it.
Omg fuck you la, i've never been so fucking sad and pissed.
Seriously, don't talk to me please.
Fuck, don't bring your so called joke to me.
It's not even fucking a joke.
You really pisses me off, "joker".

I don't know who i can trust.
But i definitely can trust L S S.
Today, seriously, they really cheered me up.
They treated me better than anyone else.
Why so? Have i drifted from you guys?
Tell me M N D, are we really fine as we seems to be?
I don't know.

Spell happiness.

2010-04-19T07:30:00.000+08:00

I'm over it.

Love makes all possible.

2010-04-16T15:31:00.004+08:00

To tell me what's love.
i'm not turning back for you.
I'm not happy today.

Don't tell me you know me much.

2010-04-11T00:10:00.003+08:00

So this is the food we made during icast. LOl!
Looks nice yea!
I'm so gonna update tomorrow,
my eye lid getting heavier.
buaiX .

K im backkkkkkk!
But im going out for 2 movies now~ hehe.
Last minute update!
Watching diary of a wimpy kid and date night.
Hope it's really nice. LOL!
Back and i'll tell you what happen ytd icast!!
HORRIBLE.
And and, how was the movies :)
buaiXx.

When things are too perfect, things go haywire.

2010-04-09T20:26:00.004+08:00

Talked to nicole last night, i felt better now (Y)!
i feel damn pissed la, because 3 days in a row = stomachache, 2 days in a row = my ear pain + can't hear. LOL wtf la.
I can't laugh now, the moment i laugh, my stomach hurts because of cramps. damn.
And, i'm so sorry for wasting the one ticket LOL to whoever who bought it. I'll pay it :)
walao, i feel so uncomfortable now seriously.
Each time i sleep, my right ear couldn't hear. like got water stuck inside then i go sleep, ytd.
Now i have to suffer! Argh. Today after sch, M & N wanted to bring to me doctor. but.. on the way there, in the bus, very shaky, then suddenly my ear inside "pop", like the bubble pop, then i can hear. LOL. Then just now i go sleep, IT CAME BACK :( omg stupid maxz.
I jump here and there, like no help leh. LOL. alamak :(

D, i seriously don't get you.

FSL.

2010-04-07T18:00:00.003+08:00

Sometimes i feel so tired of exploring fake peoples. Fake smile and everything. When they need me, they treat me damn nice. When they don't need me, they treat me like dirt. When i need them, they say that i've always been selfish and think of myself. I feel so pointless. I feel so lonely in school. There's pratically no one i could trust in school, except m and n. But now i felt.. empty. I've tried my best to change for the better. The more i treat people nice, they take it for granted. I can't take it anymore, seriously. When you guys need my help, i'd help. When i needed you guys, What did i get ? I FEEL DAMN POINTLESS IN THIS SCHOOL. i hate school life. yes, super hate. Today napfa, everyone sees me, walk away. I tried talking to m and n, but i guess they wouldn't bother. I just hope for like a better life. i didn't request much. i didn't talk about my problems. i shared my happiness with m and n. i didn't complain anything. Is it so hard to communicate with people in school? I feel much better with my outside friends. why. i feel extra in my clique. Among the four of us, M, N, D and me, the three of you always talk to me about problems between the three of you. why didn't you guys just realise how am i feeling, when the three of you always cared about each other only. First, i didn't know who was dana and what kind of person was she when i first knew her, and she suddenly joined us. I'm shocked, nobody told me what and why and who is she. I started understanding her myself. I don't really know her much so sometimes whenever i see her actions, you may think i'm evil or what so you both just speechless and told me nothing about it. You guys left me a bad memory of D, when you two started talking bad about her, and i don't understand the situation and i started think bad about her too. I know, i could see i made the wrong comment on her, you guys just left speechless, why can't u explain to me that i was wrong? Today napfa, i tried to communicate with you three and be with the three of you. But, what? Only m bothered to talk to me... D pushed me away. (-.-)?! I saw you guys happily with your classmates I FELT SPEECHLESS because i was all alone in my class! L S S had their own time together i didnt want to interupt them! i was all alone in my class when i dont really talk to the rest in my class? sigh